a small change in life

With in a month of moving to our house in July of 2004 iwas put into Young Women's. I remember from Relief Society one lady playing with Owen while he was on my shoulder. Then him crying (just cuz he was a baby not cuz of her) by the middle of class and so I would leave. Well so then ya I was put into YW as the Beehive advisor in August then in April of 06 I was put in as president. and It was so much fun. I really couldn't ask for a calling I would love more. I really thought it was ending I had been in denial all week. Talking myself out of it. So like Friday I ran into the bishop at the store and he looked, well not like himself he didn't talk much. I knew it then, he is usually really friendly to us and he was just kind of quiet. I went out and saw Twilight again on Saturday with my bff and when I got home Don said the bishop wanted to see me at 10:15 on the next morning. ya what else would he want to see me RIGHT before church huh? **sniff**
So I go in promising myself I won't cry, but I did and he did too. and then Sacrament meeting was coming up and again I promised myself I wouldn't cry but I did because when they announced it one of then girls gasped and started crying and it made me really sad. So here it is like over 24 hours later and I still can't talk about it or think about it cuz I am still crying. you know the worst part I didn't even get to go to YW yesterday and tell tehm how much I love em and am going to miss them cuz it was the 5th sunday and the bishop spoke to the whole ward during that hour. blah! anyway so now I am jobless in my ward. But I am really sad.