Another crazy day with the Sorensen's: anxiety

Saturday, February 23, 2008

anxiety

yeah I have a bit of an anxiety. I have learned to control panic attacks thru breathing and can now usually avoid them. So I have something in a few months and I am already anxious about it. I hate it my stomach turns when I think about it. SOme days I wonder how I can even leave my house. BLAH!! I want to jsut scream to get the sickness out of my stomach. I mean it isn't even anything to get sick about! It is something fun! but it makes me ill and not in a good way :(

just needed to vent for a minute sorry

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the story..

When Jacob was born we looked at his sweet blue eyes and his cotton white hair. Some one made a joke... "maybe he's albino" "nah" we said. Around 3 months we still didn't feel like he looked and smiled at us. so we went into the dr, scared! was he blind?? Our Dr didn't know either he did a couple tests and referred us to an eye Dr. We went in about a week later to the Rocky Mtn Eye Center. to our suprise the dr walked in after looking at his chart (his nurse did a couple tests) and said "Jacob has OcularCutaneous Albinism." WOW!!! OCA is one of many forms of Albinism. We spent the next few week pouring over the internet finding info and to our sweet relief we found the NOAH forum! It has been a great support for us thru the years.